kuala lumpur, NS, and so much more

just got back
so this is my final blog entry for the meantime

kl was great
got some nice stuffs for myself.

got a few 'take care during ns' messages
one of them was from lenny
so be it

i realize tt i am making abrupt sentences.
or rather short summary of events, maybe so many things is in my mind right now
and letting it all out at once

so going to hrc later
last reggae night for the year
and meeting up with the andika bros
never thought i will be close to them

and missed out on meeting the panjy guys for soccer session just now
since i reached Sg late
kinda feel a bit sad

well, ahm booking out on thursday for deepavali
will meet up with them then

i have been thinking, my parents have made a lot of sacrifices for the family
and i am really thankful for all of them
they have been there all the time.

my mom especially,
still remembered the morning after, i broke up with lenny
going into her room, and telling her that i was no longer with her
and she really broke down
how can i help myself.?
i made my mum cry.
because of my own relationship problems.
she really loved lenny like her own daughter
and i cried with her

and now ahm gg thru another phase in my life without her.
*shrugs.
meet you later in life . tt thought i truly hold close to my heart

and meet you guys on thursday night if ahm not tired ya.
if not, another 3 weeks from now..

any panjy bros tt are reading this,
kirim salam to the rest
i love and will truly miss all of you

to all my frens, take care alright.

so i said

wish me luck guys.