patient

was entertaining psychotic thoughts.
been dreadfully sick.
flashes of myself, going at full speed on my bike, and ramming into a lorry.?

woke up on tuesday, with a nose full of phlegm
and a weak body to boot
being insecure abt lenny doesnt help much
took mc.

work today was hell.
couldnt concentrate.
didnt even talked to my mates.

anyway resolved things...again with her
went for dinner with her just now
i have to have faith in her.

till hari raya it is.
insya-Allah.

for all the things i've said to ya
never doubt my words

sun rising amongst the horizon,
slowly but surely, it's ascending
the love i'm feeling, the sun it is

night may come,
that's when the need for conversation ceases

i'm not lying, nor am i playing
the fool is waiting, in vain, no?

words are mere consolation,
antics hurt me more than you think

all the things we shared
all the promises we made
all thw laughter we procured
all the tears, we let, flow down our cheeks

its no secret that i care for ya.
will be waiting gerl.