fuck it

i dont know why i feel like blogging today.
been so ashamed of myself.

crying myself to sleep.
finally let her go
it wasnt easy
if its meant to be, then it is
still praying for her to come back.
hope ure happy at the moment ,
tts all u think about now.
living life as it is now

i am scared.
when i came back into your life, the enthusiasm died off after a while, citing u had him as a priority
verbal promises dont count shit

when i'm gone, you lament about missing my company and me not being there for ya

what the fuck.?

if i am really gone, take care of yourself.

will still be waiting tho.
in vain, no?