...cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort...

yes this is out of my jurisdiction.
but it is still my group nonetheless.

i dont know whether it is me or you guys.
panjy is flaking apart.
i dont wanna use the werd break.
sum people might find it offensive or rather, it is too heavy a vocabulary..

the itch to immerse in the culture is always there, but decisions hafto be made.
i made mine, but i am still very much in panjy.
i aint going nowhere.

yes it is your own right or simply (kau punya suka) to go and busy yourself with other ppl.
yes it is not wrong to help other ppl. 4 bersimpul 1 mah...~

but you say you are not gonna be active in your own group. because of prevailing reasons.
yet you are busy offering yourself to others.

yes, true. the drive to perform with ownself's group has diminished because of certain ppl.
and i dont blame you actually for wanting to get out and be with other people.

but disappointment sets in.
we've been together for 5 years..?

i am not angry.
because we have our own different principles.

but disappointed.
it's your choice bro.
or rather brothers.
i see some of them following .

might as well, but i aint favour following the crowd.
simply because.?
i believe in having my own two feet and the most importantly,
i'm ending it with panjy.


'tak ku peduli cara dan tingkah laku mu, kerna ku takkan pergi jauh dari sisimu..'