full speed, and crashed

a day after the i made e fateful decision,
went to work without much rest.
and a head full of problems

so i crashed.
ended up with just a fractured hand in 6 places.
should have been more
sigh

the memory flashes i had not too long ago,
it became reality on thursday

somehow i wasnt sorry tt i fell.
in fact sumwhere inside me, i felt a sense of satisfaction.
but then again, what abt my parents, friends, and her.?

ahm given 2 months medical leave
so out of ideas.