icky with soot all over.

back from a bbq
was a success, everybody enjoyed themselves.
i was the resident chef,
from starting the fire, to preparing the food,
but felt good uh, helped to make the event enjoyable.

a good shower is what i need.
later, need to settle down.

and yeah, no hrc today.
am really tired.

didnt sleep last night, was over at TP for MAG's taklimat camp.
performed an impromptu show.
went to johor after tt with indra.
reached back TP at around 3 in the morning, and stayed up all night talking with the guys.

resolved some matters regarding soba, its good tt i talked to him
guessed i might have spent over an hour talking to him

i feel good, being able to resolve certain matters which are deemed 'untouchables'
tt is, its either too sensitive to talk abt, or just simply a taboo .
being able to come to a point where people agree with whatever you're trying to do abt something, makes you feel at ease, knowing they trust you

panjy.
what is it?
a dikir barat group?
just another dikr barat group?

its a lifestyle. to me at least.
my brothers. family.
the manner in which the guys have assimilated into each other's lives, never fail to amaze me.
the bond created, is simply meaningful in which i cannot describe in any adjective available.

be it panjy, or any other population, group, or a clique.
remember, words can kill a friendship.
its doesnt have to be physical,
a rumor-monger will distort facts.
and tt is bad, i tell you.

cause, i've been through it.
i just want a happy panjy.
pls.?