no subject for today's post,
overdosed on the last one.

i've done away with the the prodigal boys.
with all due respect, after all those times i've covered your asses
and this is how my good actions got repaid.?

and, i can accept it if you repeatedly spit on my face.
but not on panjy's.
and tts a double whammy for me.

all those years.
ever since some of you were in your damn school shorts.
i repeat, shorts.

pulled you guys out from the social misfits.
i wonder, if i had let you guys be..
would have been stabbed, or get yourselves thrown into the Boy's Home.
maybe.?

and another one.
the one that i love like he's my own blood.
late nights, clubbing, johor,
all in my good name.

did i ever said no.?

you ran away.
i went out, all night. all over the island.
for.?
looking for you .
and tt, even, i have to work early the next morning.

so you did some shit.
i had to come in between you and daddy.
became the guy who appeased your parents.
all for.?
you, boy.

and this is what i get.?

your eyes, are clouded by the thing called money, girls and glamour.and i know panjy can't offer you all that.

so by me saying, choose your friends well.,
i got a cryptic reply.

'hey, i dont need a friend who thinks he's always right.'

so it has come to that.

tell me.
where did i go wrong in guiding these guys.?

God, i lost 7 brothers.
my decision no doubt.
but, this heart have been disappointed yet again.

i'm not a perfect person, there's just so many things i wish i didn't do.

finish the rest.
i'm done with the whole lot of you.