faith IS a big thing.

some news were broken to me just now.
and made me lose my faith in the people i adore.

not one, not two, God knows.
sigh.

all the while, i've been trying my utmost best.
and this is what i deserve?
or even some of us, deserve.?

after all these years.
your roots, bro.
remember your roots.

that's all i can say.

tonight is wasted.
thanks hakim, for the game.
it did lift me up a lil bit.
a lil minuscule bit.

i'm being pessimistic.
but i guess, this time round, i'm throwing in the towel.
can't be there for everyone, can't i?

listen to this.
The Ataris - Alone in Santa Cruz

i wanna run away..........