is there a need to.?

is there a need to update?
when everything is fine.?

or so i thought.

basically, life drones on as per normal.
happy to say tt i have lasted 10 mths with MeGerL.

work is fine too, albeit the fact that we are having an intake soon.
so i'm expecting the workload to increase..

yj-nap has been subtle.
we are going along fine.
but, the buts and ifs are always there.
its not like we are alienating you guys.
but , you guys are apparently too busy fer us.
*shrugs.

darn i have been gaining weight.
stopping smoking definitely made me eat more.
grrrrrrr!!!!!

ahm in camp now.
the boundless greenery tt my window by the bed offers, is inexplicable!
ferst up is the soccer field down below, then there's the wavy hills tt seems to stretch into the distance..
plus! we dont need air-conditioning here.! ahakz.
the lack of tall buildings and the abundance of trees makes the weather very accomodating.!

heh.
wtf am i talking about my camp for?
har har har.
well, being here makes me feel serene.
seriously.
now, this is becoming a one long entry.
but i dont care.
feel like rambling on and on.
and now i have eyes over my shoulder.
but i dont care either.
ahm gonna talk summore
harx~

now in my branch, just slacking with a couple of my friends.
sleeping late ..? i think so.
because i'm gonna go up later and play some stupid games with the guys.
boy, did we had some good laughs just now!
wuahahahah.....~

now listening to jay sean - got my eyes on you
a nice alluring song,
but gonna change to sumthing more upbeat.
the mood now here is kinda sombre,
ahaha
my DYs1 is kinda stressed.
har har har, got lots of work to be done!
haha and we're here distracting him.
heh heh !

feel a bit tired, but i'm not going to bed anytime soon.
ermm, but i am giong up to ma bunk, and get started on the stooopid games.!

bwahahahaha..~

and lastly, Happy 10 month Anni, dear.
love ya NurAmillyah..~

selfish indulgence

a month since i last stepped in here.
a lot of things have happened.
and i mean a lot of things..

me and MeGerL got back together.
ahm thankful for that..

been a prick these days.

busy rediscovering myself, and the people around me who cares.
sigh.

but it's been good!

heh!

went to Gold Coast~
weeeEeeeEEEeee...~~
it was a blast mate..!

ahakz.
got a new phone, N-Gage QD.
blew all that i had on the phone and the trip.
but it was worth it.. i guess?
hah,

and sorry fer the hiatus.
some problems cropped up, and i thought i couldnt handle it.
but i had people to help me get back up.

but in a way, i'm still evaluating life.
well, Happy Birthday Afi, Monis.

and everybody else.

feeling bored.
the cable tv and internet at home is disconnected.
zizi havent paid the bill in full.
sigh.
so i'm in camp.
after nearly 2 weeks of holiday.
hah hah ,,,~
lotsa new things happening around in camp.
but in all, happy to be back in camp
corny-!

gotta clear my mail now.
the inbox is kinda full, havent checked it in like 10 days..?
ok ta,,