thanks eh kak hanim!

10 Favourites
Favourite Colour : i like white. u can actually procure any colour from it.
Favourite Food : i like fuss free food like bread and nutella.
Favourite Song : Mimpi by Gerhana Ska Cinta
Favourite Movie : City of God
Favourite Sport : Soccer. well. i am a guy. heh
Favourite Day of the Week : Saturday. when i get to meet lyah
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour : i do not favour ice cream that much
Favourite Car Model : Ford Focus Rally. (not the production model ehh!)
Favourite Subject in School : English
Favourite Snacks : bread and nutella. eh.? did i write this sumwhere?

9 Currents
Current Mood : sleepy laa. ni sumer kak hanim la ni. panjang sangat survey dia. buat org ngantokk.
Current Taste : taste..? i like it understatedly simple, yet elegant. did i hear this sumwhere? ahakz.
Current Clothes : boxers and army shorts
Current ToeNail Colour: many different shades of brown?
Current Time : 0206 in the morning
Current Surroundings : dark bedroom, the only source of light is from the monitor i'm staring at.
Current Annoyance: people who just find it hard to admit to sumthing.
Current Thoughts: hows isabelle gonna turn out.? yeay! i'm fetching her home tmrw

8 First(s)
First Best Friend : Ermie Suhermie Bin Sopan (my primary school buddy)
First Crush : Sri Jumiaty . and we actually became boyfriend-girlfriend from primary 1 thru 5! haha~
First Movie : bigfoot! with parents of course.
First Piercing : tongue. back in 2002.
First Lie : maybe when i was a toddler? when mama asked 'naim yak eh?' and i shook my head.
First Music : the theme song of oshin when it was showing on RTM 1 back in the 1980s
First Car : Kia Rio 1.4L. sharing it with her.
First Real Date Venue: parkway parade. near my sec school mah~~

7 lasts
Last Drink : cold water. gulped it down after brushing my teeth just now.
Last Car Ride : just now. drove to SW.
Last "Movie Crush" : pirates of the carribean 2
Last Phone Call : armillyah. gd night baby~
Last Song Played : erm, hold on eh. (checking my phone) ouh, Jump by Rupee.
Last Food Ate : murtabak at Mr Prata dwnstairs.
Thing I do before I go to sleep : i must have my cold water. i'm always afraid of waking up dying of thirst.

6 Have You Ever(s)
Have you ever dated one of your best friends : yerp. in secondary 2. Nur Syuhada.
Have you ever commit a crime : uhuh.
Have you ever been arrested : uhuh.
Have you ever done face surgery : uhuh. eh noooo!
Have you ever been on TV : yerp. i was in a suria sitcom called 3M. had a talking role with sheikh haikel.
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know : maybe...~ huahuahua

5 Things You Are Wearing : only 2. boxers and army shortss

4 Things You've Done Today
1) welcomed china tourists at the swissotel stamford playing the jidur.
2) posed for at least 50 pictures with them
3)watched fast and furious tokyo drift
4) and this long survey by my dear kak hanim.

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now
1) 98.7 fm coming from my phone
2) the air conditioning
3) the clattering of the keyboard.

2 Things You Can't Live Without
1) family
2) transportation. isabelle and rio. i cant go public. no way!!

1 Thing You Do When You Are Bored
i'll probably just nod off and go to sleep

3 Beautiful Peeps to Carry On The Game
1) ayune!
2) mamat
3) and you, yes you, Armillyah. heh!

going to sleep already
ta!

madness

the past week have been madness i tell you.
oh yes. the NNT gerls are great.
but they can be a tad too noisy.
and when i mean a tad too noisy, it is noisy.
hah.
but i guess it's alright.
at least trainings are not sombre.

coming along, is the turmoil that is happening.
glad i saw it coming.
and got out of the way.
but it is scratching away at the farthest corner of my heart.
oh well. that is life.

i sent isabelle for servicing.
its gonna come up to around 300 dilz.
new tyres too.
hafto work harder then.
gonna save up also.
next month's pay is finished even before i get my hands on it.

bangkok, mom's bills, isabelle's insurance and road tax, her servicing fee.
pffft.

den. after everything has blown over, i'm gonna take her to Sentosa and check ourselves into the Shang-ri La Resort for a weekend getaway.
omg.
anticipating it.
wee~

ok daa~
show is tmrw.
have to get sum slp already.
night.

...cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort...

yes this is out of my jurisdiction.
but it is still my group nonetheless.

i dont know whether it is me or you guys.
panjy is flaking apart.
i dont wanna use the werd break.
sum people might find it offensive or rather, it is too heavy a vocabulary..

the itch to immerse in the culture is always there, but decisions hafto be made.
i made mine, but i am still very much in panjy.
i aint going nowhere.

yes it is your own right or simply (kau punya suka) to go and busy yourself with other ppl.
yes it is not wrong to help other ppl. 4 bersimpul 1 mah...~

but you say you are not gonna be active in your own group. because of prevailing reasons.
yet you are busy offering yourself to others.

yes, true. the drive to perform with ownself's group has diminished because of certain ppl.
and i dont blame you actually for wanting to get out and be with other people.

but disappointment sets in.
we've been together for 5 years..?

i am not angry.
because we have our own different principles.

but disappointed.
it's your choice bro.
or rather brothers.
i see some of them following .

might as well, but i aint favour following the crowd.
simply because.?
i believe in having my own two feet and the most importantly,
i'm ending it with panjy.


'tak ku peduli cara dan tingkah laku mu, kerna ku takkan pergi jauh dari sisimu..'

back

decided to write something here.

it's not that i dont want to update,
i may say i'm busy, still that's not a reason for me to be posting sumthing here right?

blogging takes only a few minutes. i know.
am i enjoying life.?
am i being too occupied with the idiosyncrasies of life instead.?

maybe it is.
engagement is taking its toll i guess.
lots of work to be done.
to be saving up and stuffs.
but we'll have the beachside wedding ok baby?
wee~

okay. i'm now a full timer at SW.
i have a teaching schedule. i clock 9 hrs a week.
sum ppl can go up to 15 hrs. but that's teaching dance.
plus the GPs and AEPs, i think i can survive.
GP - general performance
AEP - arts education programmes

the company is sending me to Kuala Lumpur for a year to study music.
this is where i get headaches.
a year w/o pay.
leaving everything behind
nonetheless, the experience and the qualifications i'll garner will be priceless.
i'm still contemplating abt it till this point of time.

okay enough about work.
let's see
yj-Nap is closed.
i'm out of dikir panjy.

and i dont have any regrets.
we live in a world full of hypocrites.
we are all one but there are other bigger hypocrites than me.

to the remaining ppl who have yet to join the HAND PRINT motorcycle group,
it's your choice. sum of them crossed over.
i guess they wanna be a part of sumthing big.

to those still with me, we're gonna keep doing what we do best.
stay together.
but again, its your choice.
i believe in starting from the bottom and making my way up.

a number of things happened recently that lifted me up.
my bro dd is back.
and Blackrose asked me to guide the NNT gerls again.

may good things be coming my way now.
God Bless.