identity

and so do people really need to be a part of something in order to get accepted..? i used to think we had to. but as i matured, how you present or carry yourself is what it takes for you to be accepted by anyone.
true enough, people are establishing some sort of groups/cliques/gangs/clubs/brotherhood/etc. in the end, it's the same people all over again. friendship IS tricky. there are those who will stick with you, and also those who are there for happy times, but shy away when you're down. that is life. and i'm taking it all in my stride.

the important thing is to sieve through the true ones and those hi-byes. but alas, the ones i used to think will stay strong, found their place in others. so be it. thank youuu! maybe i should be a hi-bye too.? or am i one in the first place.? *shrugs. i do try my best to be the best for my friends. but then again, then again, then again, sometimes my best isn't just good enough. my true friends..? maybe i have found them, or maybe i haven't. correct me if i'm wrong, but i seem to have lost a lot of those i thought were my best/good friends along the way.

it's just me. i keep thinking that if i were to be the best for others, i will get back status quo in return. i'm just hoping for too much. life just doesn't treat you well, naim..