reaffirmed faith in freedom...

hey.
back after a short hiatus.
busy with panjy.
and i really mean busy.

got my letter from tampines central cc
requesting time off for me to go for trainings.
ahuh.. i'm getting nights off every day!
but not tonight,
gotta do some overtime
this week in fact.
PATS coming.
dont ask me what it stands for.
i dont know myself.

but trying my very best to go out of camp, for trainings.
and i miss my family.
really do.
ayul, zizi, mama, papa. and kak zie too.
dont know why, but my eyes kinda glistening at the moment i'm writing this
my nights off are spent going for trainings and meeting lyah.
my weekends too.
sigh.

gotta try to spend some time with ma family.

having nights off every day may seem great, but i'll hafta spend more on petrol.
sigh.
really up to my neck in maintaining my budget nowadays

hmm, work has been ok.
blending in very well with the guys here.
my officer in charge, is my own buddy way back from secondary school.
lol
one of the reason why i'm getting nights off ecery day.
:p

haiz.
till here now.
going back to bunk.
and slack.
night world.
cause i'm constricted within my camp boundaries.
national service, sigh.

a new week dawns..

its monday,
and its just another facade in life.

staying in till thursday,
tt means not going out of camp tmrw night
apparently, we're having Exercise Mousedeer

and all stay in personnels are being handed SOL (stoppages of leave)
what the fuck,
just because they go outfield,
and we have to stay in .

theres absolutely no rationale behind this.
the nights off is what i'm looking forward to every week.
and they are taking it away, because of a stupid outfield exercise

forgive my rantings
but i do have a life outside.
and this ain't making it any better

mcdonald's may say 'i'm loving it'
tts bullshit to me.

i need to go out damn it.

suddenly, it rained over me, and nowhere else...

posted to 2nd Battalion Singapore Infantry Regiment (2SIR)

as a clerk, but i hafta stay in.
and i suddenly have to adopt a damn f*cking big change in my lifestyle..
well, just my luck to be posted to an active unit.

tuesday and thursdays, i get nights off.
but have to be back at camp by 2300 hrs.
and book out on saturday.
grr.

so gonna miss my family.
and Lyah
and panjy.

sigh
will be updating periodically.
now and then i guess.
well, take care u guys.
ta...~

itsy, bitsy spider, crawling on the wall...

been busy all week now.
heading to TP for trainings,
both panjy and nira.

they are having a show each for TP's Arts Fest.
so, ka-ching!
i'm gonna have extra money next month..
muahaha.....

been dead broke. dont ask why.

hah!
i have been revocated as a cLerk!!
2 SIR, Amoy Quee Camp.
starting on monday ,

tts not too bad right..?
i hope.
gonna miss all my frens at Ayer Rajah..

really wish i had some extra cash.
sigh.
its not for going partying or anything.. but..

- buy my parents something. (just feel like it)
- buy my bro and sis-in-law something
- buy my kid bro something

simple.
just feel like giving them gifts.
to show them i care.
not as in care in everyday situations..
its 'care'
like remembering them and appreciating them.

- do up my bike
- get a new pair of jeans
- and lastly, hehehe... go out and have fun with Lyah

spiderman 2 tomorrow midnight!
with my family! the whole lot of em..

hmm, hrc on sunday.
hahaha...~
ta.!