Saturday, May 31, 2003

welcome home
a lot have happened these past weeks
cant elaborate uh.
but i guess its positive
me woke up at 11.
and yah golek golek until 2
heeh heheh
started to bathe at around 7
haha
lazy sia. its a hot day anyway
so at 7, had dinner at pasir ris
the coffeshop beside mcdonalds.?
get it.?
okay.
went straight for kompang after that
managed to get sum cash from mama
and i refuel.
sigh.
the xr is a monster uh
i have to find a job
dian, if ure reading this.
my predicament is similiar to yours
aaarrgh
so after kompang
i went back
tot of catching bruce almighty, at cineleisure
the show was like at 230 sia..
and nanie has to work at 11 later
oh yah
did i mention, i went out with her again?
hehe
i guess, shes part of my life right now
no prizes for guessing
eventually, we went to tampines mrt.
she had to use the axs machine.
and sat around at 138
with saleh, adam, wan, karim and is
haiz.
mundane day, but she made it beautiful

we took this picture just now



this is a picture of me taken earlier in the week



okie then
im gonna catch sum sleep now
playing soccer later. and have kompang training also
morning

Friday, May 30, 2003

just got back.
well, after dinner, i was supposed to go and meet up with abg oli
he didnt reply to any of my messages and didnt answer my calls
grr.
so?
no interview
lal.
saleh and cheng came under my blk at around 845
they were from meeting up with sum gerls from anakmelayu
scrapos!
ahaha
padan muka
and we went to blakang TM
haha tot of tangkap hensem
i didnt care much abt that uh
saleh, nak kenal kenal dgn pompan je keja
boring
so we went to fetch yusman
so from there, me, saleh, cheng, suherdy and yusman went to east coast
wan, adam, farid, zul, karim met us there
i picked up nanie along the way
*smiLes
hehehe
dont know whether we've got sumthing going on
but iall i can say is that, i'm beginning to have feelings for her uh
a rather stark confession
but its true
am i going to end my single life?
well, that remains to be seen
but i know she's special in a way that i cant describe
only time will tell
thats always the norm
time.
time heals everything
time will heal all wounds
time brings about changes
time this, time that
*shrugs
well, ma heart isnt exactly made of stone you know
and although its been rattled a bit,
but then again, i'm human

everybody are

morning


Thursday, May 29, 2003

You are Tank-
You are Tank, from "The Matrix." Loyal
till the end, you spare no expense in ensuring
the well-being of others.


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woke up to the searing heat again
grr.
well i didnt blog last night
meant to, but that darned brother of mine wanted to d/l sumthing for his palm
was waiting for him to finish,
i fell asleep
hows that.
sigh
had a industrious day yesterday.
did all ma housework.
shahril came over to watch darkness falls on vcd
and we left for kompang uh arnd 730
came back at around 1030.
been home since
plans for today.?
interviewing abg oli later after maghrib.
blog later.

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

morning.
how nice it is to be in the comfort of ma own room
just finished ma shower.
ahm going to crash already
yeah i went to gym yesterday.
hakim, faz and helmy were there
did an hour of vigorous exercise.
vigorous.?
hahaha
ok la.. not bad
then i went to change ma brake lightbulb at dirtwheel.
money spent
sigh.
home until late afternoon.
went for dinner at istanbul with ma whole family, including kak zie.
after a fulfiling meal, proceeded for soccer
ehh.. like 'karangan' already
hahah
nemind
we planned to go fishing again last minute
this time round we went to changi sailing club
set up camp at the end... and just while the night away
so i just got back
and i think the pillow is beckoning me to crash
ahm too tired to continue uh
and plans for today.?
gonna be a house husband.
-to do list-
1 mop the whole house
2 wash the filters for the fish tanks
3 hang the laundry out to dry

other stuffs-
ahm supposed to be interviewing abg oli for ma column on panjy.com today
but he hasnt replied
sigh
gonna call him later
zzZZzZZz

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

today shagged uh
woke up at 11,
then went to mak tok's house for lunch
and to send sumthing
then accompanied nanie to temasek poly
she wanted to appeal for a change of course
then, we went to marina to watch darkness falls.
she was practically holding to to ma hand for the whole period of the movie
hehehe
and went for dinenr af ter that
then sent her to meet dian at liat towers
went to kompang training after that
tireddd
ma hands are aching
now ahm going to crash uh
gee, been spending lotsa time with nanie uh.
well, ive been spending lotsa time with ma frens too
got any difference.?
hahaha
u tell me.?
*shrugs
ok uh.. tired.! ;)
morning
and yeah me going gym tmrw with hakim
haha see can wake up or not
ok daah
laters

Sunday, May 25, 2003

heyLo bLoggy
i'm now slacking uh
dinner was great celebrated kak zie's sister's bday
shes iin primary 6 this year
i dont know her name .. yet
hehe
nana was there
diam je.. i think shes shy uh
nvm its ok.
went to why pay more after that
bought maself a set of dumbbells
10kg
wow and i was working out for a full 20 minutes
did reps for triceps, biceps and ma chest
wow. a sense of satisfaction
hope this spirit to work out doesnt fade sia
heh heh
the dumbbells cost ma mom 60 bucks
i have to make this work
ahm going jogging and all that shit
so, show me sum support here guys
lol
and yeah.. on the way to bishan just now, i got lost sia
ended up in balestier, then upper serangoon
hahaha
me and ayul was like cuak abit uh
he was like saying' abang ni ape ah'
haha. but i found ma way there nonetheless
hehe so now ahm slacking.. see uh later the guys got plan or what
heres ma dumbbells pics!
hehe took the pic just for u guys



ok uh laters.


tun sri lanang was soo mendak
ok uh
me getting ready to go bishan
meeting up with ma family and kak zie's family
we're having dinner together uh
maklumla
kata besan
kua kua kua
ok uh
see you all later

heyLo ppl
just got back
yeah i left the house at 630, hoping to make it to dian's by 7
haha was kinda speeding the whole way
anyway, we were going to herry's wedding dinner
and it ended up, she was late.
i had to wait for her
gerls.
women.
whatever
and it sort of became like, me and dian
her sis with najib uh
najib on his wave
and me on tha bike pictured below
hhaha
i mean the model uh
but the outlook is different
and so the dinner went fine
met up with loads of old frens there
and hakim also.
the dinner recept was grand sia.
lots of fluttering decor
and the pelamin was soooo wide
waah
grand
heh heh
that got me thinking abt MY own wedding dinner
sigh sigh
haha
bullshit uh
anyway went to tampines mall after that
met up with nanie :wink: and wan zali
dian left at around 1140
the three of us talked and talked till 230
and went for supper with nanie after that
actually only me
hehe at 138
met up with the pizza hut guys
anyway tis a picture of me that nanie took
at the coffeshop
me looking stoink



shitty uh?
hehe
sent nanie home after that and went to zul's house
together with the guys
they were watching matrix reloaded on vcd
me.?
in the room dozing off
and i'm planning to do the same thing soon
morning ppl
have to wake up at 9 later
going to watch tun sri lanang
laterssss

Saturday, May 24, 2003

ok lets try.
i just registered with this image hosting service
hmm lets see



ride red~

wakey wakey
i woke up not because mama didnt try to make me do sum housework or sumthing
its the heat.
shudder
we've been complaining abt the weather
God save us when we're in hell
mama and papa went to kubur
i really wanted to follow
wanted to visit atok's and yaai's grave
:(
i have no plans for now
but i'll be going for herry's wedding dinner later
gonna meet up with the rest of the #seni chatters
wow.
its been a long time
for now
hmm i think i'm gonna watch sum tv
yeah and i slept early last night
hahaa
soooo unlike me
well, i'm BnB
Bored and Broke
what else is new abt me?

sigh

Friday, May 23, 2003

had kompang training again
went fine, was held at sun plaza park
hehe~
needed the space uh
anyway, trying to watch sum wrestling
laters

sigh
been trying since morning uh to make ma blog look nicer
plus the stupid tag board
thanks to ma kiddzter,
for the new layout
really appreciate it
ok bloggy,
i wanna confess sumthing
why do you have to be in html?
damn u

ok laters

just came back.
ma helmet is a thundercat
ok so i'm in
a bit tired ah
ahm still farked up with the html thingie
have to register with an image hostingservice
then have to add html
yada yada yada
whatever ah
going sleep already
update ya all tmrw
till then
morning

Thursday, May 22, 2003

damn damn damn
tot i succeeded with the image thingie
but then again
i didnt!
fark la
do away with it
so darn pissed
ok la
spoilt my mood for blogging already
sudah la

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

yeah.!
school's finally over
am supposed to have one last make up lesson tmrw
but today's class was extended by 2 hrs
so i ended at 6
that explains my boredom
rushed back after school to change
and met up soba, hakim and ahmad spider at saffron
slacked there till 8
and went to rudyman's blk for kompang.
the training session went fine
managed to get the new guys to play the basic nyalu beat
new not new uh
like shahril, faz, soba, ahmad, and rudyman
i mean they are new to kompang
;)
i love panjy
ahaha test
training concluded at 1030
so now i'm home
rejoicing the fact that i'm finally out of school
wait.. let me bask in glory...
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ok dah!
hehe waiting for any plans that might come up
see ah how
ok till later!
anyway heres ma grp
presenting 'Panjy'

dikirULAN 2003 saringan batch



hey for those of ya who stumbled,
or just knew where to go..?
i mean on my blog uh
this is me.
kinda just figured out how to put an image on ma blog
hehe
look forward to more pics!
heh heh!


fyi, im bored to death
in this stupid lab.
surrounded by computers

fuck
your fuck.


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woke up to an empty house.
btw, i'm already in class.
am supposed to finish this database project
but i passed up the project yesterday
so i'm just left with nothing to do
last night, i went to sleep
since there were no plans.
--
mama's been bugging me abt my enlistment
she is so eager to see her son in ns
i just dont know why...?
i'm sure theres a long way to go.
maybe, i'll have to wait a few mths.?
maybe a year??
haha.. i wish
my foremost priority is paying the bike instalment.
its due.
guess i'll have to ask mama for help again..
sigh..
and yeah, had a tiff with fatimah last night
really didnt know what sparked it.
was it me.?
or maybe it was her
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ahm just sitting around doing nothing in class.
the guys are asking me to go down to the canteen.
i brought a dollar
hey thats enough ok.
and yah.. i have kompang training later at 730
aarrgh just found out todays class ends at 6!!
and not 4!
what am i going to do till then!!
actually already made plans to chill at saffron later before kompang with the panjy guys
since i finish at 6, i'll have to rush home and get changed
and then i'll be able to meet the guys
sigh sigh
but its good ah
after today, i dont have to come back
phew.~
2 years.

yawn.
have the aircon on.
just finished ma shower
have this strong urge to kick back and relax
drift off to sleep.......
nanie made sum plans.
going out with dian and a fren of hers
but its not confirmed uh
soccer was on just now
today's itenary include staying home after school
oh cheng was over just now
he had to scan sumthing
and then went to pasir ris
i told ya i wanted to apply at whitesands canadian right.?
well, it was full
aarrgh

ahm clueless
haiz.
no ideas uh.
later

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

hah.
another normal day
normal to me is boring
i think u guys should notice that by now
i woke up . i mean really woke up at 5pm!
wowee
impressed myself
hehehe
and only left the house at 1145pm
fetched nanie and had supper.
and we went to the kopitiam at pasir ris st 71
personally, i tot that , it was a nice place to chill.
and i was there with nanie
and saw jega!
jega is my head of aesthetics in school
in laymen's term.
one of the PE teachers in school
he was getting drunk on Heineken
and he was smoking!
all this while wearing his ITE polo shirt
hahaha
disgrace to the system ah
have school later at 1
hmm so, thats it.
no other plans
maybe going out again
with.?
dont ask me.
hehe
*grins
but ferst, i am really going to apply at canadian whitesands
i need cash

morning.

Monday, May 19, 2003

hey i just got back at around 745
went fishing
it was a last minute thingie.,
and abt accompanying reza.?
forget it
he fell asleep.
so i went fishing with the pizza hut guys.
and i called up that sumbody ah.
and she followed..
we spent the night talking uh
lotsa things
marked improvement uh frm the ferst time
;)
well, we caught a few fishes
2 to be exact
haha
weak uh..
one was actually a water snake or sumthing..
sigh.
and left the place at around 7 uh
now i'm shagged, trying to catch sum sleep
see you all later
no plans uh.
call me ppl if u read this and have plans.
let me put it here
94500525
thats my no ya
i know sum of you will be grinning to yourselves
and thinking like.. ' this guy's a loser sia.'
i dont care
cause i know the ones reading this are my frens
and it doesnt hurt for you to gimme a call and ask me out right?
hahaha
im talking crap.........
morning

Sunday, May 18, 2003

hey .
my ferst blog of the day
the day went as usual
usual is.?
boring
haha.
woke up at around 12.
udin came around at 3.
and then at 5 we went to play soccer.
the norm.
and just got back uh.
later accompanying reza to wash his bike
thats all.
again i repeat
boring.

helo
i cant believe im staying home tonight
i woke up at around 3
and then bathed, waited for the guys to come
started the meeting at around 6
concluded the meeting at 2245 hrs
wow wow...
now i have no plans whatsoever
tink im gonna sleep already
boring

Saturday, May 17, 2003

okays.
i just washed up
plus the bike too
the mud stains on the tyres are still there
washed it twice even
its ok ah
at least ma bike looks more presentable
had nanie over too just now
and she was kinda watching us washing our bikes
there were, around 8 of us.?
me, wan, saleh, ahmad, zhiguang, is, khamus, din, remy, saiful, naz, zul
terlebih tu?
hehe
zhiguang dismantled his pipe, and wanted to change it to an original one
since he lived nearby, he tumpang wan uh
kena screen ngan polis
ahahaha
tot he stole that pipe
that was kinda the highlight of the night
hai.
lets see what comes tmrw.
hmm have a meeting with the panjy committee
thats abt it uh
well.
morning

Friday, May 16, 2003

what i thought to be just a 55 dollars thingie,
which was the slider, the rubber strap on which the chain was supposed to be running on
it turned out, my chain had worned out
and plus another 85 bucks for that?
a 140 dollar bill
managed to get it at 135
sigh..
thanks mom
sigh sigh.. owed her a lot.
after fixing the chain and slider, was thinking of going to changi north again for jumps
decided against it
didnt want to aggravate the bike
haiz..
went to play soccer uh with the panjy guys
for a while only, had to get home
had dinner, and been slacking till now
washing my bike later. (hope so)
haha.. later ah. with the pizza hut guys
ok dahh
till later

home
i woke up earlier at 4 in the morning..
brr the aircon was sooo cold
and i realised i was supposed to meet up with reza to wash my bike!
damn damn.
ahaha.. when i woke up there were like 4 missed calls and 8 messages
ok so i didnt get down to cleaning the bike
am going to dirtwheel again
to fix my chain
i have to re-start building the bike to get it trail ready
sigh
the WR was race ready
imagine that
and i sold it for 400 bucks only
sigh sigh
now for the XR
slowly uh..
ok i'm gonna slack till 2 plus and then go to dirtwheel.
till later

Thursday, May 15, 2003

woo hoo
the holiday has been mundane again
seems like mundane is my middle name
woke up late
watched tv the whole day
and only went out to meet up with the panjy guys at coffee bean
they are watching matrix at 10
me.?
dont ask.
im certified bankrupt
ok
see u later
ahm going to wash ma bike now
da~

aching back..
was lucky not to get lost in tanah merah
its been quite a while since i went trailing there
went inside.. and just sort of recce the place..
finally we decided to go to changi north
oh yah
the ones who went was me, reza and saleh
before that went to changi with the rest.
khamus, is, ahmad, zhiguang, suherdy, karim and naz
makan, cui bapok,
haha
damn my bike is caked in mud
changi north was ok uh
tapi gelap..
hehehe
its a holiday
i think im gonna get down to washing my bike later
or maybe going to attemp the jump again
in the evening uh.. when theres light
see how uh
for now.
its bedtime
night peepz
uh i mean morning

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

why my blog seems empty these few days

a) tired
b) boring
c) no motivation
d) all of the above

lal..
i've been going home staraight after school nowaydays
and taking afternoon naps, stretching till 8-9 plus
then at night, its either im sleeping early
or just out with the pizza hut guys
mundane huh
likewise for today
reached home at 330.
slept at 5 till 8
and until now, bumming around
later going trailing uh
at tanah merah
at least theres sumthing to do
tomorrow is a public holiday
no plans again
aarrgh
have to find a job
anybody...?
help?

tis gonna be a short blog
school at 8
reached at 10
went home at 2 plus.
soccer at 730pm
then went 138 , lepak.
reached home at 12 plus
until now
ok good night
no mood uh today

Monday, May 12, 2003

*yawn
managed to reach school at 11
wonderful.!
keep nodding off in class, while matthews's talking
btw, matthews is is section head for IT dept
apparently he is concerned abt the no of ppl in my class being debarred
myself, for one, is debarred from 3 modules
have a notice of debarment in my back pocket of my school pants
contemplating whether i should get papa to sign them
they will be angry no doubt uh
i have to get their signature
ill pass them the letter tmrw morning i guess
sigh.
everythings gonna be alright..
all i have to do is to complete some extra assignments
and attend some extra classes
and i'll be cleared for graduation
all i do is sleep uh nowadays
slept at 5.. then woke up arnd 7.40 for dinner
mundane ah..!
feeling bored. later..

wow.. i think i see the sun coming up
hehehe
i'm shagged
really.
woke up at 12.
haha late uh?
what do you expect.. came back frm europa at.. like what.. 5 ?
so went to nyai's house at 3 plus
i had car sickness sia..
felt like throwing up throughout the whole journey to west coast
nauseous, its like u have this sinking feeling in your stomach
am i pregnant?
haha
really had no appetite at nyai's house
i had to take like arnd 2 hrs to recover my well being
and then i ate sumthing light
the mother's day party was great ah
all my aunts were there
exchanged gifts... i mean among the mothers uh
left west coast at arnd 8
and reached home at arnd 10
sent kak zie home ferst..
all my aunts were asking abt lenny
can u believe it??
sigh
everytime i'm trying to forget her, ppl ask abt her
and certain places or things just jolt my memory
a bright spark came in the form of somebody
lol.
asked me out of the blue
and so i asked her along for the fishing trip that me wan and saleh planned
it turned out ok for a last minute thingie
arnd 10 guys went
by the time i left.. they have not caught a single fish yet
hahaha
guess i'm gonna stop now.
catch a few hours of sleep
the bright spark asked me to watch a movie with her later
provided shes not werking uh
keeping my fingers croosed
hehe
morning










Sunday, May 11, 2003

good morning.
europa rocks uh tonight
live band was average.
but the crowd was nice
reached there arnd 1, was supposed to go with saleh, suherdy and yusman.
they backed out at the last minute
yusman that is.
suherdy was waiting for his darn scandal, who couldnt sneak out of the house
and that left me with saleh
wid was there with her hotel friends.
i feel that, being commited at this stage is crap.
trust me
theres more to it than being bogged down by somebody
even though, that somebody is ur love of ur life
call me biased
ive been disappointed
so.?
meet new ppl uh.
let me qoute sumbody again.
that sumbody is actually me
hehehe
'well, its time now to get really straight about my life..
save up, live up, make up for all the lost time and materials that are redundant in life.
think for what you want, aim for what you desire, and motivation is all that you need.

make new friends, but don't ever forget the old.
this was said by me approximately 2 years ago?
and i think its coming into effect again now
yada yada
i dont want to become a habitual clubber
but with thse kind of friends around..
its hard to resist
i mean, they're not a bad influence
but just being too extravagant
its not like as if i'm working
i still have bills to pay
instalment for the bike runs up to 200 a mth
somebody help me.....
what if.
a certain somebody comes along.
and makes me change my mindset towards gerls.?
i shudder at the thought
i'll be steadfast in my cause for the moment
see you later in life gerl.
thats what we hoped right.?
fate it is..





Saturday, May 10, 2003

back.
today holds a new meaning in my life
its so boring!!!!!!!!!!!
its a saturday.
and i'm home the whole day
only went to mak tok's house earlier to set the channels for pak long's new radio
then went back again and home till now
home empty, but no plans.
lalala
wid suggested europa
ok so europa it is
but i'm gonna slack around east coast with the pizza hut guys
go to europa for a while perhaps..?
with suherdy and saleh.?
see ah how.
like i said, i'm a night person
whatever
see you laters

hmm what did i do today
as expected, reached class 3 hrs late
reached school at 12.
had a database test
did the usual modus operandi whenever a test is on
get a hold of a floppy
and copy
sigh , when am i gonna learn anything
i learned how to copy though
thats a good one
reached home at 1
slacked all the way.
tired uh. nowadays.
and went out of the house at 1945 hrs
met up under saleh's blk. and together with wan, went to bedok to collect my contraband ciggies
35 bucks for a whole carton
not bad uh
and we went to one fullerton .
just the 3 of us
had some deep conversations, btn the 3 of us
slacked till nearly midnight
lala .. nice view uh over at fullerton
should go there more often
provided ive got cash uh
after fullerton, went to the new coffeshop at 138
a 24 hrs thai muslim reataurant.
with, ahmad, sham, mamat and naz uh
makan, minum and lepaks till 3
such a mundane life
sombody help me
and yeah, my bike just got on reserve
18 bucks for a full tank
how to survive?
maybe i should get a guide to getting easy money for dummies
then again i need money to buy the book
have to find a job real soon
help.
distress signal.
somebody help me
he..lp..
...........

Friday, May 09, 2003

ok i just got back
a bit tired uh
went jams with the pizza hut guys
not bad ah.. considering we reached there at 2
haha~
so little so much to do.. i'd rather spent my day with you..
arkarna~
ok ok..
it was like a last minute thingie
after class at 1, i went back and slept till 6
i seem to have the habit of taking afternoon naps ah nowadays.
dont ask me why.. lol
and after i woke up, slacked around and went for dinner at seoul garden causeway pt
celebrated papa's birthday, as a whole family.
kak zie included
went back.. and met up with saleh,
supposedly we were to lepak at kedai kopi.. then we went down to Pizza Hut,
the guys suddenly wanted to go Jams
and so i started clubbing again
hehe, so we went back again to change and all that
i didnt want to go uh.
budget.com
but there were like around 8 of us.. and they insisted i went
so i did
tiring uh.
seriously
i'm still wondering when i'm going to break down
seems like my body is still going on strong
whatever ah naim
good morning everybody
have a nice friday

Thursday, May 08, 2003

at the self access lab
just finished thinking skills class.
damn i slept thru the whole class
didnt blog yesterday night, was too tired ah after soccer.
and the guys were at the recreation ctr again,
i was supposed to go down, but retired early..
even though i slept early, still was nodding off in class
shudder..
early as in 1 in the morning uh
hehehe
been talking to this gerl, turns out to be my friend's sis.
well, not hoping for anything,
but.. i'd hate to hurt anynody
then again, thats sort of my mission statement nowadays
isnt it.?
let me qoute sumbody, ' follow you heart naim, you'll go a long way'
really.?
actually, i dont get the meaning of that sentence..
maybe she used it in another context
i'm with Glenn, the rest of the guys not here yet.
have another class later at 1215 hrs
ending at 1315, and home.
i think i'll spend the afternoon sleeping
catch up on my lost beauty sleep

oh my God, i'm so sleepy
see you all later

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

salutations!
hehe, got this greeting from a book, titled charlotte's web
funny, i woke up early today
the waether is atrocious
makes me feel sweaty all over
so my class advisor called me up at 11 and asked me to come to school early
apparently, i was supposed to sign sumthing
it was a form stating that i acknowledge my attendance had been poor
so it is..
the thought of finishing school dawned on me
ok fine. but i still need to find a job soon
part time that is
my secret source of money is sure to dry up anytime soon
bet u guys don't know that i do save up
ahahah
now, my road tax have been renewed.
and i am riding my bike legally already
ride Red.~
seem to have lots of things to do with the xr, but just cant seem to find the motivation to do it
wanna change my headlight,
back tyres seem to be slippery
and no money !
aargh




good morning.
ended our session early today
was too tired ah , we..
and i got rejected by siewleng can u believe it
she said sumthing like she's scared i will 'sabo' her again
as if i'm the only person who has ever sabo her before
well, maybe looking at other places
well guys, looks like i cant be around u all.
sad sad
maybe trying out at another branch maybe, downtown maybe
see ah how
i'm too familiar with tampines already uh.
broke . have to find job soon.
lala.
God help me
then again God help those who help themselves
let me try helping myself
trust me.
morning

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

can't believe i didn't blog the whole day
ahah. i woke up at 11 for God's sakes
and missed morning classes.
debarment period is not over yet.. i guess i'll have to start going for classes
well, well, school ended early just now
ips was cancelled
btw, i just got back from a soccer session
tired sia.. and coming back to just now, i reached home at around 3
slacked at home, and i fell asleep
its taking a toll i tell ya..
slept thru maghrib, and mama came back with dinner
had dinner and when for soccer uh
and now i just finished my shower
believe or not i'm going out again.. the guys are below
another day at the recreation ctr of mine
akakaka
see you all later uh. around 4 in the morning perhaps.?
i'm gonna fall sick.
i'm gonna fall sick
i'm gonna fall sick
i'm gonna fall sick.
i'm gonna fall sick
i'm gonna fall sick
i'm gonna fall sick.
i'm gonna fall sick
i'm gonna fall sick




just got back from another of my late night sessions under my block
lol
if i'm going to keep this up, i am really going to get all shagged and diffused
but, i can't seem to sleep at night uh.
maybe a few measly hours of sleep will suffice, then again.
ppl . i mean humans need sleep to function properly
god gave us nighttime to recharge our souls
i use it otherwise.
school tmrw, later. ah.
sleeping cycle is in total distress.
looking forward to end on this month
thats when i finish school..
for now, sleep is priority
morning world.

Monday, May 05, 2003

hey guys
i'm in school, tot classes started at 1215, but actually it started at 1115
like fack.. and i woke up early just now, dropped by pizza hut to find siewleng
she is not working today
ahaha. nvm, then i went to school uh..and slacked in the canteen until 1315
wan, shorty and razif were there. talked shit ah mostly.
i went out last night after blogging the entry, went to 139, and watched arsenal's game!
We are the Champions, my fren....
and so my darling team won the Premiership~
i am so damn bored.. i mean now uh..
nothing to do in class, tot of going for a smoke, finished my last stick just now
hmm
guess i'll be playing flash games now
see ya later.

Sunday, May 04, 2003

penat~
just finished shower
soccer was ok uh, snapped my knee too early in the game
damn damn..
a bit sore.. but used to it
i think i'm gonna finish my book.
venus envy by louise bagshawe
quite a good read.
funny, i've seem to rediscover my reading habits.
looking for more books uh by the author mentioned
and olivia smith too
comedic themes make me feel good
hehe
well another week to traverse ahaed.
i'm glad though, to be finishing school at the end of this month
and so. another week lies ahaed
blogging in again later maybe, if i'm not tired
see ya
gd night pleasant dreams to me

ok i just finished my shower
after fiddling with my bike yesterday, went to pizza hut to re=apply for the riders post
hehehe guess i'm going back there uh..
and so, i went back after that.. stayed home all the way after that
my house became the second Old Trafford, with the guys watching soccer at my place.. and watching other stuffs too
hehehe!
and was supposed to go out after that, ahmad called me up, saying there were going to kembangan.. i had reservations abt going there, u see, i still haven't renewed my road tax!
thats why
sigh
hopefully by tmrw ya
ok ok i've to get going
going to amk for mak intan's wedding ah
anak dia kawin ke ape tah
riding papa's vespa
yeah
and soccer later
ok.. update u all later
bye bye

Saturday, May 03, 2003

woke up at 12, had lunch .
then lenny called me up
hmm, i went to her house to take sum things
caught up with recent events.
was feeling whimsical sia just now
fack uh. she chose what she wanted, hope she's happy with it
my bike got problems with the tunig
damn, keep stalling
nevermind, trying to control the throttle whenever i'm at a junction
removed my box at the void deck with reza
now going pizza hut ah.
trying to change my spark plug
ok i'm late
see u later

just got back can u believe it
so much for my thought of stayinghome
ahahaha
and so we played carrom, cards, sprayed our helmets.
wow my void deck is being turned into a recreation ctr.
funny, i'm not feeling sleepy at all.
i am a night owl.
tell me something, lack of sleep makes u dysfunctional.?
tah, i also dunnoe
continue being affable
cause thats what i am.
have to think abt others.. but sumtimes, when i think for myself, haywire man.
just wanna finish school, get in to ns
get it done and over with
and then woo hoo pursue my ambition!
bet most of ya dont know what my ambition is
ahaha
find out for yourself uh
i think i'm gonna continue watching 'view from the top'
didnt finish it just now
and get to sleep at around 6 plus maybe.?
okay then
no plans for saturday
if there is any.. i doubt i;m gonna be a part of it
cause i'm broke
so early in the month
damn.

Friday, May 02, 2003

wooo!
hey my bike having problems uh..
sigh
and i'm broke sooner than i thought. damn ..
my day was boring, but i guess its just starting
meeting reza later, and wan, karim and salleh
then going to spray our helmets
thundercat rules man
ok reza just called
guess i'll be breaking the law again man..
can't help it.
motorbikes are my life
cant get around without one.
sigh sigh
ok see u all later

aargh 4 hrs on and my powerpoint is still not finished
i skipped morning class, sigh sigh
well, still struggling to find stuffs on the net.
the guys called, they've got plans. i've yet to finish my project
so?
later!~
update.
fahmie will be paying his fine on saturday, so by monday i'll be able to ride my bike legally
ahahah
see u all later uh. let me finish this darn powerpoint ferst.

feel so tired today
maybe its because i spent the whole day cleaning up my room.
sigh...
ok, movie was great. but the response wasn't that good, only 7 panjy guys made it for this movie.
we could have done better.
and so, after the movie i dropped by pizza hut.
boring
still had my powerpoint project
again, contemplating btwn doing the project and sleep.
i'm gonna choose the latter
ahaha
well met farid, hem, azhar, ian, and nora just now
farid's gonna do his tmrw, so i guess id better keep him company ah
i surveyed the webbies for the topics
i think i can finish the powerpoint tmrw
ok world
tired. and becoming broke sooner than i thought
gotta start work soon.

singLe life is soo fun
yeah right.

Thursday, May 01, 2003

finally, my room is in order.
my life.? not yet i guess hehe
damn i'm making a joke out of this .. hmmph
currently, listening to some cds. neng mp2002finals in on
so i vacuumed, mopped, reorganised my furniture, changed my bedsheets, wiped the windows
what else?
this is just my room
i shudder at the thought of doing it for the whole house.
well, cross the bridge when i come to it
so now, i'm still devoid of my morning shower
ahaha can u believe it???
but i'mm meeting up with them later so, i'll get moving soon
wanna give myself a good scrub.. after the hard work i've done
oh yah, i called lenny yesterday, tot of going to her house today to get my vcd, but i was soo busy just now.
damn.
well, if i say i've got over her, its a lie
just taking my time to do so
*shrugs
okay. my movie is on at 8
i'm going to shower now
see you guys at night


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demi hari yang merintih, ketenangan yang ku impikan, mana engkau?
imbasan layu, teringat kembali kepada yang nyata,






aarrgh~
i'm sweating like there's no tmrw.
my room is undergoing a major reshuffling of furniture
so took time off to update you guys abt whats happening
theres some heated discussion, on where to place my bed, hairul's bed. the cupboard
even thinking of repainting the whole room!
all because zizi's getting married
hehe
ok. i got to go.
wiping my windows, its becoming a big spring cleaning session

sigh
looking forward to Xmen2 with the guys later.
see ya again world



just got back.
lets fill u guys in ..
well after i got back arnd 5 plus.. sala and syarif came over.
:) the juniors of panjy :) including my bro uh.. who brought them home
mama called and asked whether i wanted to go downstairs for dinner
and so i did
then i went back again and the guys came over
including hakim and mamat
just lazed around, we ordered canadian pizza for the juniors.
hehe
me and hakim gave them a treat. and so i ate again
lah.. how to slim down.?
but ppl like me as i am , so what the heck right?
heheh
they left at around 2230 hrs. watched a bit of TV, and went out to meet mahdi
caught up with him, talked abt old stuffs, apparently, many ppl dislike the idea of lenny being with another guy
but to me, as long as it makes her happy. i cant do anything much right.?
so went to simpang with mahdi, had drinks, and then stopped by saffron .
and so i just got abck.
abd that wraps up my wednesday
and yes, i used the bike all the way
just hoping i wouldnt get stopped by TP of whoever is authorised to do so.
damnnn!!!!!!!!!
when am i able to ride my own bike with a peace of mind!?
good night world
i mean morning.